you know i would really love to learn more about photography. especially film-based, SLRs, and stuff. or even digital stuff and shiat. i wanna know more about aperture, depth of field, shutter and such. i wanna play around but with my sony cybershot i dont really know how to operate the manual functions. i should figure out. i went to this local photography community ClubSnap and i read their posts about difference in quality between Digital and Film-based stuff. whaa makes me wanna learn more about film-based cause it seems film-based has more natural tone, more colours, more beautiful in a way despite having less pixels. but then again, we're in the 21st century. there's photoshop hello? every photo shot digitally could be edited hahah, and its so much more convinient for newbies and such. so yeh i really don't know. i would dream to own a DSLR or a SLR. which will cost about $2000. oh well, photography's more expensive than guitar boy. not a cheap hobby.

if i could i would, but for now someone just has to teach me to snap it right. hahah smile for the camera sweetheart, i really wanna immortalize this moment.

life has been good, it's always very busy and a struggle for me to manage my time but besides that, i think i'm so fortunate. so many people are suffering out there, even friends who are stuck in shit-situations, family problems and such.. so boy everytime i feel like breaking out, i think twice and yes how ignorant i feel i am.
life is good. when everything feels hostile, and you've got no patience, i know how it feels- when you just want to kill some time for air, you just wanna buy perfection through silence.

i hope my daily reflections discern me to make better decisions in life as i strive to prioritize my life rightly, especially in the eyes of God.
everyday is a struggle, but yet life is still a beauty. keep living, i hope all of you are doing good too!

oh yeh the xsjados will be playing at The Third Place on friday 730pm, so be there and i'll see you in the moshpit, and in my camera shots as well heh take care!

cro-cop trainfest has just begun, im waiting to get into the rink. 6 more months please.

may we not forget the victims of the tsunami-our very neighbours who shielded us from destruction, may we not forget those who die from poverty & starvation(4 children per hour), those who die from aids and malaria(millions of lives lost-more than a war), those in ideology-war stricken countries especially in Africa - Congo,Somalia,etc - i pray for their people. and not forgetting all my friends who might be having a hard time or another, with the deepest of hearts i pray sincerely that God would bless us all, that we may strive to make this world a better place, for you, for me, and the entire human race.

scream sayonara oh oh oh!
take care, much love.

\listening to Hawthorne Heights - Sandpaper And Silk


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